Dear myself
In all the 24 years i have had on this earth, I have found nothing as enjoyable as the love of somone else. I guess this is why God is love, and why loving thy neibhor is so important.
As i take girls out. and go to the bar's i notice...... how temporary the bar is.... and how it becomes......a every day fix for the situation, no matter how much i like cider and beer.
as i realize how lonley i am in this world i find refuge in Music. Just as a child finds refuge in the covers of his bed on a cold night, so do i. I realize that the best intimate relationships I have had, are all dead.
and the older you get the more desperate people tend to get.
My prayer is that, I don't stay this way forever, and just maybe perhaps jesus loves me for all the reasons a woman wouldn't!
I hope my want doesn’t overcome his will!
and i Pray that my desire to be in that sort of relationship doesn't overcome the desire to be with the right person!
things i need:
Accountibility
A Best friend
Pure heart
Humility
Jesus Christ -every day
Part II
My thoughts at 2 in the am
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